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A Walk To Remember: Chapter 15                                                                                       Universe

There were three knocks on my door. "Come In." I sat up and frowned, it was Jeff and he had a phone in his hand. I knew what he wanted me to do, he wanted me to call Matt and tell him. I'm not about to break his heart, and I knew I wasn't going to do it.
But I faked it, I called Shawn instead.

"Hey, yeah it's nice to hear from you too, can i tell you something though"
"I kissed Jeff. I know, and i'm sorry. Alright, thanks, bye."

"Well What'd he say?"

"I'm not going to tell you, it's between him and I"

"So me kissing you, is between you two?"

"Yeah thats just it. Thanks for understanding."

Jeff sighed and I copied him. He slipped his shoes off and moved over to my bed to sit next to me. I moved over creating a gap between us. I knew if I didn't i'd end up doing something I shouldn't, like last time. He was thinking I could tell,
you can always tell when someone is thinking, or at least him. I decided to interupt his thoughts.


"Yeah Sarah?"

"Are you mad at me?"

"No, i'm just confused."

"Did I make you confused?" I already knew the answer to that, I just wanted to hear it from him.

"Yes. You say you love Matt?"

"Of course, he's perfect."

"Then why'd you kiss me?"

"You want the truth?"

"Yeah, no lies please."

"Because as much as I love him.." I took a deep breath. "I love you more."

I closed my eyes as soon as I seen Jeff open his. He scooted closer to me and took my hand.

"That's a bad idea. A very bad idea. My brother is in love with you, more then he has ever been in love with someone before, and you and him are perfect for each other.
Don't mess something like that up, i'm begging you."

"Jeff, why don't you love me back?"

"I do. Gosh Sarah! Everyone loves you, you do that thing to every guy. Why do you think Shawn called Matt? Because he knows everything, he sees the ways guys look at you, you can't go past one guy without him looking at you. & you, you do this thing with your eyes,
you can seduce us without saying or doing anything, it's just not fair."

I looked at Jeff....I did it again. I saw him, he was about to crack. I decided I needed to go see Matt, or Shawn or anybody but Jeff, I needed to get away. I was bad, I hurt people.
I make people love me when they shouldn't. I'm a monster.

-After the flight, backstage.

MATTTT I squealed. I ran up and wrapped my legs around his waist.

"SARAH?! What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to come say hi. Did I suprise you?"

"Yes! I've missed you so much, you haven't called?"

"Sorry, I've been busy, Jeff is still at home taking care of your place."

"You've been busy with what?"

"Planning to come see you silly. Hey do you know where Shawn is?"

"Yeah he's right down the hall. Hey I have a match, i'll see you after?"

"Sure thing, thanks."

I practically ran to where Shawn was.


"Hey kiddo. Wheres Matt?"

"He has a match, listen, can we talk?"

"Of course. What about?"

"Matt, Jeff, Me."

"Ahhh alright i'm sitting down for this one."

Everytime I see Matt I get butterflys he knows exactly who I am, and I know who he is too.
We get each other, but then when I see Jeff, I get a whole new feeling, it's like I have two different versions of love and they are each getting half. I'm so confused."

"Sarah, I can't tell you what to do with your love life, but I want you too know something.
No matter how many lies you make how many wrongs you do, the truth and the rights will make up for it in the end, you won't know what i'm talking about, but i'm sure your going to make the right choice. I love you kiddo. Cya."

I sat in the 'sitting room' watching the matches and thinking about what I was going to say.
If today was my last day, and I had to choose one thing to say to one of them what would it be?
I was asking myself questions and answering them. Well i'd choose Matt I think, and i'm pretty sure i'd say, your the most important thing in the World to me but Jeff, is the most important thing in the universe to me.

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