A Walk To Remember: Chapter 21 Evil Thoughts
matt-
"DAD HE FUCKING KISSED HER, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?"
"son just calm down, i'm sure it was a big misunderstanding."
"WHAT DID HE ACCIDENTLY FALL AND LAND ON HER LIPS?"
"have you talked to him?"
"YOU WANT ME TOO TALK TO SOMEONE WHO RUINED HER LIFE?"
"matt, i'm not takling to you tell you calm down."
"THATS FINE BY ME, I'M GOING TO FIND HIM AND HURT HIM SO BAD HE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN."
i slammed the door and walked out. what is this? my dad is taking jeff's side now? he kissed my girlfriend, not his. i called beth and practically yelled in the phone.
"where is jeff?!"
"how would i know? he came in last night, grabbed a bunch of stuff and said he might be back in a few weeks."
"ugh fine bye."
everyone seemed to be making me more mad today. well everyone but sarah, i didn't want her too see me mad, so when i got back home i just smiled and acted like everything was alright. she was hurt you could tell and she tried her best to hide it, which she did good, but she always gets a glimmer in her eye when she's upset or thinking about something.
"hey babes, you alright?"
"yeah, how are you? i woke up and you were gone."
"i'm good, sorry i went to go see my dad."
"it's fine, any plans for tonight?"
"i was just going to stay home tonight, is that okay with you? if you want to go somewhere we can."
"nah, staying home is fine. you want me to rent a movie?"
"whatever you want is fine."
"yeah, we can sleep, i can tell your exhausted, sleeping sounds good anyways."
"i love you, you can always tell what i'm thinking."
"and i love that you can't."
"come lay by me kiddo. lets sleep haha."
she always cheered me up, how she had a positive outlook on everything and always tried to see the best in everyone, she always put others before herself too. she fell asleep before i did, she must have been more tired then me. she is cute when she sleeps always smiling and holding on to me, almost as if she didn't ever want me to leave her, which i could never do anyways. before I knew it I fell asleep too.
jeff -
he found out, i know he did because dad called. he tried telling me i should talk to my brother, saying that what i did was wrong and i need to know my boundries, blah blah blah. i went home grabbed my stuff and left, i'm going too make my return to raw. i was suppose to be out for an injury but time was about up anyways.
matt should be looking for me by now, trying to find me to beat my face in, i have knews for him though. i'm going to let him, just because i'll be hurt doesn't mean it's changing anything. i'm still going to love sarah and he knows it. so for him i hope he does beat me, i hope he beats me long and hard. i hope i'm in the hospital.
just so he can feel better and then relize that nothing will change. thats what brother are for right? to build each other up just to knock them down again? that's exactly what i did, am doing, and am going to do. i will have sarah, one way or the other, i will force her to love me. she has to love me, she just has too.
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"DAD HE FUCKING KISSED HER, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?"
"son just calm down, i'm sure it was a big misunderstanding."
"WHAT DID HE ACCIDENTLY FALL AND LAND ON HER LIPS?"
"have you talked to him?"
"YOU WANT ME TOO TALK TO SOMEONE WHO RUINED HER LIFE?"
"matt, i'm not takling to you tell you calm down."
"THATS FINE BY ME, I'M GOING TO FIND HIM AND HURT HIM SO BAD HE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN."
i slammed the door and walked out. what is this? my dad is taking jeff's side now? he kissed my girlfriend, not his. i called beth and practically yelled in the phone.
"where is jeff?!"
"how would i know? he came in last night, grabbed a bunch of stuff and said he might be back in a few weeks."
"ugh fine bye."
everyone seemed to be making me more mad today. well everyone but sarah, i didn't want her too see me mad, so when i got back home i just smiled and acted like everything was alright. she was hurt you could tell and she tried her best to hide it, which she did good, but she always gets a glimmer in her eye when she's upset or thinking about something.
"hey babes, you alright?"
"yeah, how are you? i woke up and you were gone."
"i'm good, sorry i went to go see my dad."
"it's fine, any plans for tonight?"
"i was just going to stay home tonight, is that okay with you? if you want to go somewhere we can."
"nah, staying home is fine. you want me to rent a movie?"
"whatever you want is fine."
"yeah, we can sleep, i can tell your exhausted, sleeping sounds good anyways."
"i love you, you can always tell what i'm thinking."
"and i love that you can't."
"come lay by me kiddo. lets sleep haha."
she always cheered me up, how she had a positive outlook on everything and always tried to see the best in everyone, she always put others before herself too. she fell asleep before i did, she must have been more tired then me. she is cute when she sleeps always smiling and holding on to me, almost as if she didn't ever want me to leave her, which i could never do anyways. before I knew it I fell asleep too.
jeff -
he found out, i know he did because dad called. he tried telling me i should talk to my brother, saying that what i did was wrong and i need to know my boundries, blah blah blah. i went home grabbed my stuff and left, i'm going too make my return to raw. i was suppose to be out for an injury but time was about up anyways.
matt should be looking for me by now, trying to find me to beat my face in, i have knews for him though. i'm going to let him, just because i'll be hurt doesn't mean it's changing anything. i'm still going to love sarah and he knows it. so for him i hope he does beat me, i hope he beats me long and hard. i hope i'm in the hospital.
just so he can feel better and then relize that nothing will change. thats what brother are for right? to build each other up just to knock them down again? that's exactly what i did, am doing, and am going to do. i will have sarah, one way or the other, i will force her to love me. she has to love me, she just has too.
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