A Walk To Remember: Chapter 4 Take A Trip
Okay so tonight was another day with Matt. This time he didn't have a match. So I can hang out with him all night. I couldn't decide weather to wear a denim skirt and a cute top with heels, (I wanted to look cute) or Faded Blue Jeans and a graphic tee (more normal.
I ended up going in between I wore A skirt with the Graphic Tee and heels.
"Hey there Sarah."
Matt Greeted me by the front door.
"Hey Matt." I smiled, how could you not?
"You look...cute?" He laughed.
Cute, okay so not what I planned but better then nothing. At least I didn't look bad or anything.
"Why thank you, you look good?" I laughed, mimicing him.
He led the way. I was hoping he'd take my hand or something but I Knew this was just a fantasy. We ended up in the same room he found me in that night I wondered off. It was 'Our' room I decided.
"So, How are you tonight?" He asked.
"I'm.."
I was going to finish but there was a knock at the door.
"Come in" Matt said.
Dang it! Now me and him won't be alone. It was Jeff. How did he always know where Matt was. STALKER. I let out a laugh. They both looked at me.
"What, so funny little one?" Jeff said.
"You." I couldn't help but laugh then. "Just kidding."
He laughed. "Anyways do you guys mind if I stay and watch the match with you?" Jeff said.
"Actually we were not really watching the match just getting to know each other." Matt replied back.
Jeff shut up and left me and Matt talking. Our conversations actually got off to a good start...Well until I said something that made Jeff stare at me.
"Thank you both...for saving my life..I mean well...I used to be suicidal..and seeing how you guys have gotten through cheaters,
drugs, your mom dying and more..I decided I can handle it too."
I wasn't even sure why I was opening up to him..well them. As soon as I did though I knew it was a big mistake. Matt's eyes got huge. & Jeff's expression no words could explain.
"I'm...I'm sorry I shouldn't of said anything..I have to go"
I stammered on my words, tears were streaming down my face now.
People never accepted me once they got to know me. I ran out of the room. I didn't know where I was going..but I was going somewhere.
I slammed into Shawn. It hurt. Almost as bad as if I ran full speed into a ton of bricks. I never knew he was that well built.
"Hey! You again...oh no, whats wrong? What happend? Who did it?
Tell me i'll hurt them. I will, I really will. No one should make little kids cry."
So many questions were going round and round in my head. I wiped my tears away and tried to talk.
"I'm okay really, I just opened my mouth when I shouldn't have really it's fine. Thank you though."
As soon as I said that Matt came whriling around the corner.
Shawn looked Pissed.
"MATT, HOW DARE YOU! How could you hurt her? You don't even know her!!"
"YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT SHAWN! I CAME TO COMFORT HER!!"
"STOP BOTH OF YOU RIGHT NOW!" My yelling seemed so quiet compared to both of theres but it did the trick.
"I'm fine, will both of you chill? Matt i'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything, and Shawn thank you for caring so much, you shouldn't have but I appreciate it."
"Sarah..I...I think you need to come with me." Matt wispered.
I told Shawn bye and follwed Matt.
"Whats going on?" I was kinda scared.
"Jeff..he's just, he's never had a fan say that too him before,
he didn't know weather to say thank you or to be a little shocked,
I mean you did say he saved your life after all. Well we did. Lets take a road trip. Just you and me, we'll go far away, wherever you want, I want to know what goes on in that head of yours, I can't tell at all. You don't show your feelings and your so closed up.
I want to get to know you, do you think you can handle that?"
I was confused on what I was suppose to say to that.
"Umm...I have school...well we are on break but yah, and people,
people would say things, I don't want them too, besides I don't exactly open up too people..but I guess...i'll go...lets go, to your house. Yah, Cameron N.C. I want to go there."
I sighed. I wasn't sure if I made the right decision...This will be the first time I might open up too someone, but look how it turned out the first time. Today...everything will change.
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I ended up going in between I wore A skirt with the Graphic Tee and heels.
"Hey there Sarah."
Matt Greeted me by the front door.
"Hey Matt." I smiled, how could you not?
"You look...cute?" He laughed.
Cute, okay so not what I planned but better then nothing. At least I didn't look bad or anything.
"Why thank you, you look good?" I laughed, mimicing him.
He led the way. I was hoping he'd take my hand or something but I Knew this was just a fantasy. We ended up in the same room he found me in that night I wondered off. It was 'Our' room I decided.
"So, How are you tonight?" He asked.
"I'm.."
I was going to finish but there was a knock at the door.
"Come in" Matt said.
Dang it! Now me and him won't be alone. It was Jeff. How did he always know where Matt was. STALKER. I let out a laugh. They both looked at me.
"What, so funny little one?" Jeff said.
"You." I couldn't help but laugh then. "Just kidding."
He laughed. "Anyways do you guys mind if I stay and watch the match with you?" Jeff said.
"Actually we were not really watching the match just getting to know each other." Matt replied back.
Jeff shut up and left me and Matt talking. Our conversations actually got off to a good start...Well until I said something that made Jeff stare at me.
"Thank you both...for saving my life..I mean well...I used to be suicidal..and seeing how you guys have gotten through cheaters,
drugs, your mom dying and more..I decided I can handle it too."
I wasn't even sure why I was opening up to him..well them. As soon as I did though I knew it was a big mistake. Matt's eyes got huge. & Jeff's expression no words could explain.
"I'm...I'm sorry I shouldn't of said anything..I have to go"
I stammered on my words, tears were streaming down my face now.
People never accepted me once they got to know me. I ran out of the room. I didn't know where I was going..but I was going somewhere.
I slammed into Shawn. It hurt. Almost as bad as if I ran full speed into a ton of bricks. I never knew he was that well built.
"Hey! You again...oh no, whats wrong? What happend? Who did it?
Tell me i'll hurt them. I will, I really will. No one should make little kids cry."
So many questions were going round and round in my head. I wiped my tears away and tried to talk.
"I'm okay really, I just opened my mouth when I shouldn't have really it's fine. Thank you though."
As soon as I said that Matt came whriling around the corner.
Shawn looked Pissed.
"MATT, HOW DARE YOU! How could you hurt her? You don't even know her!!"
"YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT SHAWN! I CAME TO COMFORT HER!!"
"STOP BOTH OF YOU RIGHT NOW!" My yelling seemed so quiet compared to both of theres but it did the trick.
"I'm fine, will both of you chill? Matt i'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything, and Shawn thank you for caring so much, you shouldn't have but I appreciate it."
"Sarah..I...I think you need to come with me." Matt wispered.
I told Shawn bye and follwed Matt.
"Whats going on?" I was kinda scared.
"Jeff..he's just, he's never had a fan say that too him before,
he didn't know weather to say thank you or to be a little shocked,
I mean you did say he saved your life after all. Well we did. Lets take a road trip. Just you and me, we'll go far away, wherever you want, I want to know what goes on in that head of yours, I can't tell at all. You don't show your feelings and your so closed up.
I want to get to know you, do you think you can handle that?"
I was confused on what I was suppose to say to that.
"Umm...I have school...well we are on break but yah, and people,
people would say things, I don't want them too, besides I don't exactly open up too people..but I guess...i'll go...lets go, to your house. Yah, Cameron N.C. I want to go there."
I sighed. I wasn't sure if I made the right decision...This will be the first time I might open up too someone, but look how it turned out the first time. Today...everything will change.
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